Day 15: Someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without them.

I hate to say it AGAIN...but Christopher. I went without him for 3 days and it was terrible. We got together over 12 years ago...and lets just say, he was a little rough around the edges! After 2 months of dealing with his non-sense and games, I called him up and broke up with him. He stood me up not once, not twice BUT three times! One night, I made him steak, shrimp, and crab legs...ummm, no Christopher! My brother lived with me at the time. He was there for me. He would pick me up, make me hang out with his friends and then put a smile back on my face. I can truly say, I miss my brother with every ounce of my heart and soul. Anyways, when I broke up with him, it was like he snapped out of it! He called constantly during our three (long) days apart. And, of course I ignored all of his calls. On the third day, I was sitting at my friend Yvette's house and she told me to call him. The best advice I have ever gotten from anyone! He immediately came over, laid with me and cried. His tears were all over my face. From that day on, we have been inseparable! He still has his faults...a little self centered...a little too much straight to the point...a little lazy (he thinks our house is his personal closet)...& he expects more out of me than I should do! =) But, the amazing things about him, over come his faults by 150%! He is the most loving husband and father. He is devoted to us. I truly think he "thinks" he only needs us...even though I try to convince him otherwise. He is soooo generous. He loves me to the fullest. And, he picked me! He is my weakness. He is my joy. He is my life! I am so thankful he will never be one of my regrets! I am so thankful...I never have to live without my Christopher!