I am having way too many mixed feelings lately!! I feel so energetic today! I have so much to be happy about...so, why do I let little things bother me. Aughhh...I hate that about myself. Enough of that though...I am finally devoted to walking again!! I have 12 pounds that I must loose in about 2 weeks! hehe...I will never do it! But, I can dream! Jill saw my bathing suit and fell over laughing at me! She said I am way too young to wear a dress as a bathing suit! It has a little tutu...you know, to hide the hip area!! She said I will not be welcome at her house in it!! =) I love to have any excuse to shop...but, NOT for bathing suits!! But the walking is really helping!
I lost 2.6 pounds in 2 days...even after all the fast food and eating out! I had the best night on Monday with April and Alicia! They are truly wonderful friends. I feel so comfortable around them...and they always know how to cheer me up! Alicia surprised me with an early morning visit!! I think she was forced to be around me for over 8 hours!! =} She is the best though. 
We had such a wonderful weekend too! Christopher's parents and Grandparents spent the whole HOT day with us watching the kids play TeeBall! We definitely need to add Ken's name to the banner! He has been up here for all the games, he babysat yesterday and he is helping out this weekend...because...Brandon will be gone for 3 days! I am so overly proud of Brandon! 
He will be participating in a milestones trip! Then, Christopher will surprise him late Saturday night and welcome him into manhood with our pastor! I am so excited for him! He is such a wonderful 14 year old. I hear some stories about kids his age...and we may have our small lying issues...but, NOTHING like what other parents go through. 14 years ago, that boy changed me for the better...I am so thankful for him. I may have been young and unwed...but, I would never change a thing. And now, I have a wonderful husband who thinks of him as his own...it took a little while...but, they made it through the hardships and it has made them better "men"!! 
But, darn it...when did my baby turn 14! Wow...time is going much too fast for my liking!! Anyways, I am so thankful to all my old, new, and welcomed back true friends! As dinosaur train put it..."A true friend will always forgive" and that is well put. Thank you to everyone for all your support through all my recent decisions!! I feel so complete again!