Well, I couldn't do it! I had to throw him a party. Christopher knows me so well...I would live with regrets. I think this is just what we need...something happy to cheer us up! =)
I got out all of my 1st birthday decorations. WOW! I cannot believe how much I have! Including the crickets that hopped into the box...made a home and died!! I hate those things...okay back to my subject!! Hehe! I have banners...tons of things that hang, pictures, signs for the front yard! I cannot wait to decorate on Wednesday! Well, tuesday night...so, when he wakes up, POW...there is everything for him to RIP down! This child is into everything! He is even walking now! He took his first 6 steps 2 nights ago and now he does it all the time! The party should be lots of fun! I am so proud of my hubbie for taking the first step and making a very hard phone call today! Atleast we will have all the people there that love us and the kids! (except for possibly Valerie and April) =( But, we know you all have GOOD reasons for missing out!
Lately, life has been harder than expected. I am realizing that, even though I get the closure on certain subjects in my life...it still does not heal the heart. I feel as if a few pieces of my heart are missing lately. There are certain people on my side of my family and Christopher's that I miss dearly. It's weird though...on certain songs, I can get angry and then on certain songs...I can cry. How do emotions switch on and off like that? Maybe it is just me.
Anyways, FACEBOOK....hate it! I see the easiness of it. But, whats fun? Not the surveys or games! AND definitely not the mafia wars...so, I guess I just don't get it. I liked myspace for the orginality and creativeness. Facebook, everyone is the same. Enough on this!
Everyone is doing great tonight! We just had a LATE dinner. We bought a new lawnmower...which we ended up getting free! Seriously, they called and said they would credit us the $220! What? Well, that would be our good karma! =) BUT, then I pull the cord out to start it...and the cord does not go back in! I would love to know how that happens! Time to call the warranty place! On a positive gardening note...I planted lots of trees, flowers, and gardenia plants. My house is PRETTY! =) I saw this quote today..."I may be spoiled, but I am not rotten" It still makes me laugh! =)
To end this...I cannot even lie...I miss my Henderson girls. Terribly! Madyson wrote Mackenzie this CUTE letter. (Tears =..( Lots)
Whoever takes the time out of their day and reads this....thanks and have a terrific night! =)